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OPAS INTRODUCTION |
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FOR PROSPECTIVE & NEW PATIENTS |
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JAMES K ROTCHFORD, MD MPH Medical Director 1334 Lawrence Street Port Townsend, WA 98368 360.385.4843 www.acubriefs.com/OPAS |
Table of Contents
OPAS Philosophy/Approach Regarding Chronic
Non-Malignant Pain
OPAS Philosophy/Approach Regarding Chemical Dependency
A Simplified Model of Pain with Basic Terminology
OPAS “HELPS” FOR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM (CNS)
IMPROVEMENT
OPAS HELPFUL INFLUENCES FOR THE CNS
Suicide, Chronic Pain, and Addictions
Suicide discussion for patients dealing with chronic
pain and or addictions
OPAS Agreement and Consent for Group participation
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Introduction to OPAS Dear prospective or
established OPAS patient, Whether you are a prospective patient or
are a well established OPAS patient, we hope the enclosed OPAS Introduction
for Prospective patients will help you to be familiar with aspects of OPAS
that are different from standard medical practices. While we have attempted to include the
handouts most likely to be of help, if you find you have questions unanswered
please speak up. Your suggestions are
likely to improve the care we provide as well help our patients be better
informed. We would prefer if all our policies could
be directed simply and solely at providing our patients with the very best of
medical care. Unfortunately, many of
our policies relate, at least in part, to requirements imposed by our current
legal system as well as third party payers.
Other policies, which are unique to OPAS and as well as other pain
& addiction practices relate to the fact that many of our patients have
brain disorders that interfere with proper judgment, scheduling, promptness
issues, and poor insight into how their current behavior relates to their
pain and/or addiction problems. While
there is a wide difference in the needs of our patients, we hope all of you
will be tolerant of policies, possibly
not relevant to your needs. (No one knows what they don’t know!) All of our policies are aimed at helping
make OPAS safe and helpful for all, patients and staff alike. OPAS is committed to being innovative
and creative in providing a specialized medical setting in which patients can
receive the best of care for their pain and/or addiction problems. As stated above please don’t hesitate to
provide us with your suggestions. We
hope you’ll find the staff receptive yet reasonable in maintaining policies
that work for the vast majority of our patients. We do make mistakes and don’t always live
up to our expectations of providing our patients with the best of care. In these cases we ask for your
understanding and sometimes even forgiveness. We are dealing with complex medical
problems in patients who are often quite ill. In addition, the time we can spend with
each patient is limited due to capacity and financial constraints. Because chronic pain and addiction are
by definition chronic relapsing diseases we hope to create relationships with
you, your family, and your other medical providers that can and will endure. That is just one of our therapeutic
intents. Sincerely,
James K. Rotchford, MD MPH Medical Director |
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360.385.4843
or 866.385.4843 Fax:
360.379.1441 www.acubriefs.com/OPAS |
Chronic Pain implies a dysfunctional central nervous system (brain, spinal cord, and autonomic nervous system). With acute pain the central nervous system is doing its job to help protect the individual from further harm and/or to help the individual obtain help for the underlying tissue damage. With chronic pain there becomes little or no functional value in having pain. As a consequence, with chronic pain the central nervous system is no longer providing a useful service and so by definition is dysfunctional.
The central nervous system is extremely complex and its dysfunction can stem from many factors. Indeed, our experience is that it is rarely just one factor and most often a combination of several factors which contribute to ongoing chronic pain. Our job is to help you explore what factors may be interfering with your proper central nervous system function while helping you find ways to promote a healthier central nervous system function.
There is clearly a role for medicines in patients with chronic pain but if one limits the interventions to medications the likelihood of success is greatly limited. We will provide you with opportunities to learn more about what you can do to help your central nervous system perform in a healthy fashion. As a result, if you hold fast to a belief that the cure or answer to your pain problems lie simply in another surgery or structural intervention, we are unlikely to be of much help. For us to help you, you must be willing to explore and experiment with those suggestions we provide to improve your central nervous system function. Yes, you need to be willing to experiment because what helps one individual with chronic pain might not be the best for another. Also, if your current beliefs and approaches were getting you the results you wanted, you wouldn’t be seeking our services.
Our physicians are well trained to help you place good bets with regard to what might be of help. Many of the patients who come to us have been clearly made worse by surgery or medications. We hope to provide you with the opportunity to try a number of options that have clearly helped others with little or no side effects. While our approaches are based on evidence-based medicine, a number of our suggestions will possibly not have been formally tested. This is because with the number of combinations of approaches, formal testing is not formally available. Nonetheless, all the best current evidence supports that patients who receive a combination of interventions do best.
In summary, we are here to help you explore your chronic pain and in so doing to help you find ways to improve your overall health.
Addiction implies a dysfunctional central nervous system (brain, spinal cord, and autonomic nervous system). The central nervous system is extremely complex and its dysfunction can stem from many factors. Indeed, our experience is that it is rarely just one factor and most often is a combination of several factors which contribute to ongoing chemical dependency/addiction. Our job is to help you explore what factors may be interfering with your proper central nervous system function while helping you find ways to promote a healthier central nervous system. The first step is always to stop self administering drugs. Addiction virtually can’t exist outside of the setting of self management of a drug. Everyone’s brain/life experiences are unique so we can’t say with certainty how one individual will respond to a chemical or other intervention. We can, however, help you place “good bets” through our experience and scientific study of what has helped or hurt others. We can always help you learn from mistakes and continue to take steps to recover.
We believe that everyone was made/designed to feel good. Amazingly enough there is no pain center in the brain. In contrast, there are areas of the brain that, when stimulated, result in one feeling “blissful”. This is fairly strong supporting evidence that the brain is designed to help us feel good. In this model pain/suffering is only a by-product of something interfering with or threatening the brain’s ability to help us feel good. Using this model, addiction reflects a “hijacking” of the brain’s ability to help us feel good. With addiction what once may have helped us feel good actually starts to interfere with proper brain function and in some cases even results in the destruction of brain tissue. Since the brain is the most important organ involved in our ability to meet our full potential as human beings, to destroy or hamper its proper function clearly reflects a disease process. Yes, chemical dependency is a disease of the brain and all evidence supports the idea that approaching it as a disease is what works best.
Our culture teaches us that the brain’s main function is to think, help us solve problems, etc. Well, in fact only a small percentage of what the brain does is involved in what one might call thinking. It oversees a lot that we normally don’t “think” about. It controls a lot of unconscious behavior that we are normally totally unaware of. It also is the seat of emotions, which clearly effect how we behave and respond.
If addiction is to improve the brain needs to heal. Fortunately, we know more and more about what can help the brain heal. The brain doesn’t just respond to drugs and surgery. We know that contextual issues such as perceived safety and thoughts can clearly help or hurt the brain. What and how you think and behave affects your brain and its function. Persistent thoughts and behavior can actually change the observable function/structure of the brain. That is why it is essential to help addicts with their thoughts and behavior. As an addict becomes more aware of how their thinking and behavior affects their brain they have the opportunity to make the changes necessary to return to normal brain functioning. Recognizing the behavior, thoughts, and contexts that are toxic to your brain’s healing is an important step in recovery. The real work lies, however, in breaking out of one’s conditioning and in getting the support necessary to alter the behavior, thoughts, and contexts long enough that the brain can heal and that cravings and other addictive behavior can cease. Patients will often hear me talk about the “rat brain” within us. It is caring for this part of our brain that is essential if addiction is to cease. It is an unconscious part of our brain and it controls emotions, feelings, bodily functions, the fight or flight response, etc. Fortunately, by avoiding toxic drugs, thoughts, and behaviors, a reprogramming, often one that occurs unconsciously, allows the rat brain to heal.
Why is spiritual growth so important to recovery? We think it is because we are made or, if you like, our brains are designed to desire “God”. To define “God” is of course problematic. When the nucleus accumbens, a part of the brain that is involved in our natural reward system, is stimulated with an electrode, patients will report a great sense of well being, a peace, and a sense of unity with what is. It feels similar to what mystics of all religious traditions relate when they experience “God” or in some eastern traditions “enlightenment”. We hope to help you find ways, other than using chemicals, to feel good, at peace, and fully human. If these ways are sustainable and natural, it makes sense that these approaches would be helpful in someone struggling with an addiction. Established methods/steps for spiritual growth are sure to help.
There is clearly a role for medicines in patients with chemical dependencies. We know there are many problems with the central nervous system that interfere with people feeling good and that are associated with addiction. For example, depression, so common in patients with addiction, clearly interferes with people feeling good and experiencing the feeling of God’s grace. There are ways besides medicines to help with depression but nonetheless medications can be essential. Attention Deficit Disorder and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder are other brain disorders commonly associated with addiction. Often patients with Bipolar disorder do much better with their addictions once their condition is medically supervised. What’s more, in opiate and nicotine dependencies there is clear evidence that replacement therapy helps stabilize the brain and allow patients to start to develop healthier lifestyles, ways of thinking, and, consequently, healthier brains.
For us to help you, you must be willing to learn; to explore and experiment with those suggestions we provide to improve your central nervous system function. Yes, you need to be willing to experiment because what helps one individual with addiction might not be the best option for everyone. Also, if your current thinking, beliefs, and approaches were getting you the results you wanted, you wouldn’t be seeking our services.
Our staff is well trained to help you place good bets with regard to what might be of help dealing with your chemical dependencies. We hope to provide you with the opportunity to try a number of options that have clearly helped others with little or no side effects. While our approaches are based on evidence-based medicine, a number of our suggestions will possibly not have been formally tested. This is because with the number of combinations of approaches, formal testing is not formally available. Nonetheless, all the best current evidence supports that patients who receive a combination of interventions do best.
In summary, we are here to help you explore your chemical dependency and in so doing to help you find ways to improve your overall health.
By James K. Rotchford, MD
Those of you who are patients of Dr. Rotchford have perhaps heard him talk about different types of pain using the terms Type 1, 2, and 3. This handout reviews this terminology and intends to make it easier for you to appreciate that different types of pain exist despite the fact that they may all “feel” the same.
We will be discussing conditions for which the primary problem is pain. Many people have serious underlying structural problems, including bulging disks, advanced arthritis, scar tissue, degenerative disc disease, etc., and yet have no pain or significant disability. In these cases, the “software” component of the central nervous system is taking care of any “hardware” weaknesses the patient may have. This analogy is based on the computer model where “hardware” is what one can actually touch or see, that is the machine, the monitor, the hard drive, etc. whereas “software” is what actually makes the computer work.
The following discussion emphasizes the software component as being essential to how we understand and approach chronic pain. Most people who visit a pain specialist have already had their “hardware” thoroughly evaluated and/or treated. As a result of this evaluation, it becomes increasingly clear that the pain associated with their condition is what is most disabling and causes the most suffering.
In this “neuro-anatomical” software model, pain generally has three origins; but regardless of its genesis, it often “feels” the same. The first is “Type 1,” and comes from the standard mechanisms we all learned about in grade school. For example, if you touch something hot or injure yourself in some other way, a signal originating from the “hurt” area of the body travels to the spinal cord and up to the brain to the alarm, and is then processed into what we feel as pain. Pain medications and mechanical/surgical interventions are often quite helpful in alleviating this first type of pain. Other terms more or less synonymous with Type 1 pain are acute pain, nociceptive pain (pain originating from tissue damage), or standard somatic pain. The neural pathways for this first type of pain are the best known, and are continuing to be further clarified by research in the neurological sciences.
The next two types of pain generally fall into the realm of “chronic” pain. A good description of chronic pain is that which is present and often feels very similar to the first type of pain, but persists longer than expected. This type of pain originates either at the spinal level or from dysfunction in the brain. We refer to pain at the spinal level as neurogenic, neuropathic, sympathetic, or “Type 2” pain. Although these terms imply slightly different problems, they essentially reflect pathology at the spinal cord level in the nerves themselves. One might describe this kind of pain as spinal “short-circuiting.” Repeated inflammation, injury, or surgery to the area involved are likely to be part of the patient’s history. I believe some patients, based on their inherited “wiring,” are more susceptible to this type of pain. Although we know less about this type of pain, progress is being made all the time. At present, treatment options generally include medications that try to stabilize neural membranes. These medications are most often classified as anti-depressants or anti-seizure drugs. Other options include acupuncture and/or Lidocaine injections to help quiet down this “neurogenic” pain. More recently, Lidocaine patches have been tried with some success.
The third type of pain, or “Type 3,” is the pain that is the most complicated. One also calls this pain “central” or “limbic” mediated pain. The limbic system is deep in the center of the brain and deals with emotions and other basic regulatory functions such as sleep, appetite, thirst, sexual drive, etc. In animal experiments, it has been established that there are neural pathways descending from the hypothalamic-limbic system that, if stimulated appropriately, can block all painful signals from getting to the brain. Likewise, if the pathways are interrupted or are not working correctly, there is objective evidence that the brain receives signals identical to those received when tissue damage is actually occurring. This descending pathway from our limbic centers is so critical that it can totally block out pain or even create pain depending on how well it’s functioning. We suppose that sleep disturbances or emotional stressors contribute to the functioning of the descending pathway and, as a result, modulate pain levels. Although the exact mechanisms are not entirely known, it is well accepted that sleep disturbances and emotional stress are clearly aggravating factors in pain management. Based on clinical experience, acupuncture, in conjunction with appropriate counseling, may assist patients by helping the descending pathway from their limbic system work better. It is likely that this pathway and its corresponding brain centers are also involved in pain of suppressed (psychological) origin.
A different approach to this often overlooked Type 3 pain is described in depth by physiatrist and university professor John Sarno, MD. Although one doesn’t need to agree with all his explanations for why his more “educational” approach works, one can give it a try because it’s safe, cheap, and likely to help. A word of caution is in order, however, because Dr. Sarno knows little about alternative forms of medicine; he stays strictly within “Western” paradigms of thought and health. Nevertheless, his book “The Mind-Body Prescription” is essential reading for anyone with a persistent painful condition.
In a typical pain management practice, one generally cares for patients for whom the pain is predominantly Types 2 and/or 3. If the pain were primarily Type 1, it would most likely have already been addressed and taken care of by standard Western approaches. If Type 3 pain is correctly dealt with, the self-healing process that occurs invariably helps Types 1 and 2 pain as well. Most patients with chronic pain suffer from a combination of the different types of pain.
Although certain medications such as anti-depressants have achieved some success, they are generally of limited benefit unless the problem is primarily that of depression. Depression is often associated with chronic pain, but rarely is it the only cause. Unfortunately, there is yet little objective evidence with regard to how best to manage this third type of pain. Often, a very eclectic approach is what is needed, and some patients clearly benefit from seeing a variety of clinicians who specialize in pain management.
Unfortunately, at this point in time, our culture wants to deny the importance and prevalence of Type 3 pain. This becomes evident in Workers’ Compensation cases where the insurance carrier denies any disability associated with pain that can’t be ascribed to “objective” evidence, such as something obviously structural (hardware) in nature. Since the causes of persistent pain in these cases are invariably Types 2 or 3, the basis for this type of pain is not readily identifiable (it doesn’t show up on x-rays, exams, or lab work). As a result, it tends to be discounted or outright denied.
In the future we can expect better “imaging” capabilities that will allow us to better “objectify” Types 2 and 3 pain. Meanwhile, our culture and even medical professionals reject or minimize the importance of these latter types of pain. It is human nature, I suspect, to tend to deny or diminish that which we don’t readily understand. Regardless, we all know that much of what makes life so worth living is the “mystery” begging to be explored and revealed.
GENERAL HEALING/HEALTH PRINCIPLES:
Suggestion: Take one or two of the following principles
and focus on them at least for a week or
so. To help you do this make a
commitment before you go to sleep to think back on the day and ask yourself how
well you integrated one of these principles.
If you didn’t do so well that day remember: “Progress not
Perfection.” Also don’t hesitate to ask
for help/support.
“Progress Not Perfection”
Patience
Explore “What does it mean to be human?”
Complete healing comes from within
Open-mindedness and a willingness to
listen
Acceptance of what is
Willingness to ask for help/support.
Let go of simple “rational”
explanations.
Willingness to question previous
assumptions and beliefs.
Practice/focus on gratitude
Focus on the things which bring joy into
your life.
Explore and maintain one’s values.
Embrace the mystery of life.
Being ready to get into the solution,
even if the problem hasn’t been solved.
Be willing to explore your symptoms
rather than just have symptoms treated
Practice being in the “Now”
Eradicate Resentments/Don’t let the sun
set on your anger
Recite regularly the “Serenity prayer”
(Of
course this is just a partial list)
Top
of the List:
Proper nutrition/supplementation
Regular
meals with cooked entrees, a good multi-vitamin, consider Max-EPA fish oil 2000-4000 mg a day.
Have you had your Vit D levels checked? Some patients with inflammation in their
systems respond to low inflammation diets.
If you can afford some herbal supplements we can tailor some just for
you.
Good sleep hygiene.
If
you are having trouble getting to sleep or staying asleep be sure to ask for
help. Start with standard behavioral
changes. Try and get to bed and awake at
the same time each day.
Regular schedules.
Each
of you have been given forms and instructed in your syllabus as to the importance
of keeping a regular schedule.
Regular aerobic exercise to 80% of
maximum heart rate
If
all my patients could exercise for 40minutes a day at 80% of the max heart
rate, I suspect at least 50% would no
longer need professional help with their pain.
Exercise is also important to counter the stresses of chemical
dependency and for symptoms of ADHD.
Education.
The
more you learn about what might help the better!
VERY
IMPORTANT:
Comprehensive health care.
If
someone is ill their CNS just doesn’t like it!
Regular medical visits help assure that standard bases are being
covered.
Taking
proper medications as prescribed.
It
is very important that patients with pain and chemical dependency take their
medications as prescribed. It is very
important to keep your self-medicating to a minimum.
Spiritual direction & growth.
The
CNS likes to experience direction. A sense
of meaning is helpful as well. If you
are experiencing more joy in your life as a result of spiritual growth, it follows you will experience less pain and
be less inclined to use drugs/alcohol inappropriately.
Supportive group activities.
Well
this one is easy because if you are a patient of OPAS then it already is
happening. Consider 12 step meetings or
church, charitable, sporting, hobby groups.
Consider volunteering.
MAY WELL BE IMPORTANT:
Supportive/Motivational Counseling.
Professional
counseling that helps you recognize what might help is often essential in
patients with chronic pain and/or CD.
Present moment exercises.
Remember
that you are breathing, focus on your
feet touching the ground, present sounds,
smells, and feelings throughout your body. There’s no end what can help here. These exercises are natural anti-stressors.
Meditation
If
you haven’t learned how it’s about time!
Educational opportunities.
Keep
reading/learning and asking questions!
Perhaps it’s time to take some classes for work or fun.
Cognitive/Behavioral Support
For
patients who have had significant traumas in their lives cognitive/behavioral
therapy can be essential to help the CNS forget about the trauma.
Healthy Family/Social Support.
Is
your family loving, supportive, understanding, and think you are the
greatest? If so, there’s something wrong with this picture and
it’s important to realize that the whole family is affected by chronic
illnesses and they may need more help than you. Ask/look into family members getting support
as well.
OPAS decided to have this handout as part of its basic handouts. Fortunately it is a minority of patients with chronic pain who commit suicide. Nonetheless, suicide is a significant risk in patients with chronic pain so we felt it essential to discuss it right up front with all patients.
What follows is a modification of some ideas on suicide by Jonathan Marsh, a counselor for addictions. I think it is helpful for patients dealing with chronic painful conditions as well because there are so many similarities between addictions, compulsions, and chronic pain. Some of these similarities include:
i. Recovery from surgery
ii. Side effects of medicines
iii. Depression, anxiety, post-traumatic stress disorder
iv. Hepatitis or other medical conditions associated with underlying disorder
a. The areas of the brain involved in addictions, compulsions, and pain thresholds have many overlaps.
b. Associated sleep disorders are common
Quick-fixes are the exception
a. Comprehensive care which includes contextual and individualized care are necessary
b. Behavior and habits need to be changed gradually and require persistent and ongoing attention.
c. They generally can be looked at as chronic illnesses such as diabetes or psoriasis. No cure is available only appropriate management tools to minimize long term disability and suffering.
I hope the above list is adequate to convince you of some benefit in understanding and treating chronic pain as one would an addictive disorder. What’s more, patients dealing with chronic pain often have a history of addictions to alcohol or other mind altering substances. If not personally part of their history then family members regularly have had some problems. Finally, chronic pain is statistically at least as high a risk factor for suicide as having an addiction problem is.
Suicide is an often considered option in early addiction/pain recovery. It is for the same reason that addiction itself exists: suicide offers immediate relief to what is perceived as an overwhelming amount of stress/pain. Rather than to face the emotional pain that comes with the guilt, shame, consequences, failures and/or other destructive consequences of their condition, compulsive and chronic pain patients may well turn to thoughts that only death will keep them from suffering overwhelming emotional and physical pain.
During recovery, when the addictive behaviors (their only remaining stress management technique) are taken away, and the ability to use other potential behaviors to replace that addiction is eliminated, a significant void is created in the person's emotional life. In chronic pain patients we often see this happening when we eliminate the possibility of a patient taking pain medication on an as needed basis. This void is quickly filled by an increasing amount of stress which comes from facing the reality of what their life has become. This usually means having to face a reality that is filled with guilt, shame, regret, remorse... These feelings, coupled with the “all of nothing” principle that most compulsive people live by, create a classic prescription for thoughts of suicide. An addict's dream: the ability to permanently balance everything in their life with one act.
When someone begins to contemplate suicide as a means of stress management, he/she has created a self-perception that nothing can rescue them from the hole that they have fallen into. No amount of sincerity, no amount of effort, no amount of “recovery” will ever be enough to fill the emptiness and pain that they feel inside or in their bodies. This is almost inevitable, as addictions and chronic pain interfere with so many different aspects of one’s life that taking an honest inventory of the damages can be overwhelming. In the past, this feeling could be managed with fantasy and acting out, but in recovery, that option is removed. The realization of how much time and resources have been lost to the addiction and chronic pain can, in and of itself, lead to feelings of hopelessness and despair. What’s worse, a person in such an emotional state most often does not have the necessary skills to effectively deal with such a burden. The foundation of values has not yet been built and so suicide, the permanent ending of one’s own life, offers this person the control that he/she so desperately needs. Even the simple thought of being dead, without actually acting on it, often triggers feelings of relief in such a person’s mind. Progressively, the suicidal thoughts and gestures may assume roles in the chronic pain behavior, offering the pain patient a method for artificially relieving stress.
The permanency of suicide, although intellectually comprehended, is not applicable to the struggling person's reality, as the pain patient is incapable of visualizing a viable future separate from the pain & its inevitable consequences. In other words, the pain patient may perceive suicide as an acceptable option because he is incapable of perceiving other options as realistic. Intellectually, he may understand there are options for improvement/ recovery, but emotionally, he lacks the ability to commit himself to such an unknown future. Suicide, at the very least, comforts him by offering an immediate illusion of control.
It is important to correct this misperception, and it can be done with the simplest of logic:
Death, eventually, will strike us all. When it does, it will take with it everything that we have associated with our life. That includes not only the negative associations–the pain, the shame, the embarrassment, the sorrow; but the positive ones as well–the accomplishments, the friendships, the pride in how we lived our lives. There is nothing that you have lost as a result of your pain that you would not have eventually lost anyway. There are no legal consequences that are too great; no legacy and no morality judgments by others that will affect you more than death. No matter where your religious beliefs may lie with regard to the afterlife–be it Heaven/Hell, Reincarnation/Karma or even in the belief that there is no afterlife–suicide is an illusionary option of control which undermines each of these beliefs.
At best, suicide accelerates the inevitable, denying you the chance to challenge yourself–both with the pain and in life. At best, suicide denies those around you, both known and those who you have yet to cross paths with, the opportunity of experiencing the person that you know you are inside. At best, suicide allows others to always remember you for who you are now, a “chronic pain patient” that will forever be your legacy. But at worst, suicide reinforces the option for others who might have gained strength in your recovery. Your success may very well trigger the confidence in others to recover as well. To shatter the misperception that such “recovery” is impossible. At worst, you will continue the painful and destructive cycles that are usually passed down from generation to generation. Rather than becoming a part of a loved one's value system from this moment forward, you become part of their stress. Also, at worst, you will be dead–not just until the pain goes away, but forever. There will be no honor, no proof of sorrow or remorse. There will only be death.
If you have thought about, or are currently thinking about suicide as an option, make a commitment to remove that option from your life. Know that you will get past these current struggles, and will continue moving forward until you have. Why eliminate suicide as an option? Because when you allow such an option, you also allow yourself to fail to get better. You allow yourself to continue falling deeper and deeper into your compulsive hole because you know that, deep down, if things get too bad, or if you ever get "stuck"...there is always suicide. With such an option available, there is little motivation to see the immediate need for change. In such a situation, Survival becomes a value that you must develop to maintain balance in your life. If it helps, imagine that you went through with it. Consider your past as “dead”, and that you are now reborn to live the life that you desire. After all, that is what recovery is all about–beginning anew. When you base your life on a foundation of values–self-respect, spirituality, meaning–there is nothing that anyone can take from you, not even your freedom. Eliminate suicide as an option and you will have eliminated your doubts about getting better. You decide: are you more likely to recover with the attitude that if things get too rough, there is always the option of killing yourself; or with the option that things can never get too tough. That even in the worst possible scenario, can be seen the opportunity to challenge yourself. To continue growing? What a difference it is to believe that death is all that can stop you from recovering, rather than death being the ultimate recovery tool.
6/2/2003
Some of these points are taken from the textbook: Principles of Addiction Medicine- Third edition
The main point to understand is that stopping the use of alcohol or a drug doesn’t seem to alter much the natural course of chemical dependency. It’s like someone going on a diet every once in awhile. There is a temporary reprieve and improvement in some symptoms but inevitably the weight and associated problems return. So detoxification, while often life-saving and useful in providing an opportunity for education, in itself rarely alters the natural history of addiction/chemical dependency.
Once dependence is established, the reinforcing properties of drug self-administration serve are limited in large part to avoid the discomfort of real or imagined withdrawal. Ingestion of the drug can even be associated with unpleasant physical symptoms as well as a host of very negative feelings such as shame, guilt, and depression. Nonetheless, the dependent individual often continues to use or relapse. It is clear that the major sources for relapse are situational triggers that unconsciously stimulate relapse.
It is by creating a context in which these triggers are recognized, minimized, or dealt with in a new way that alters the natural course of addiction. Most data suggest that it takes nearly five years of abstinence to assure that the natural course of addiction has been altered. So what are the known “contextual” issues associated with prolonged abstinence and recovery.
These same factors tend to be identified in remission from abuse of tobacco, food, opiates, and alcohol.
So as noted, the control that a drug exerts over an individual’s behavior depends only modestly on its pharmacologic properties. Second, to a remarkable degree, relapse to drugs is independent of conscious free will and motivation.
Also note that in some studies, the short-term death rate among abstinent alcoholics was similar to that among progressive alcoholics. Newly abstinent alcoholics were “less normal” on several measures of psychological functioning than were alcoholics who had been abstinent for more than four years. Thus, abstinence should not be considered in isolation but within a context of over-all social, physical, psychological, and spiritual rehabilitation that may require years to achieve.
Revised 7/2004